My beautiful Priscilla crossed the Rainbow Bridge today.
This was the most painful decision I have ever made and I am absolutely devastated.
The enormity of the consequences of my decision is overwhelming, the guilt is all consuming.
I was not prepared for the depth of pain and grief that awaited me.
She was 15 years old and it was just me and her all that time.
I did not know what being totally alone really felt like until now.
I keep waiting for her to come running in the door and screeching for her dinner.
It has only been 7 hours since she went ‘home’ and I am already regretting letting her go.
I miss my baby girl Priscilla so very much. She was my world.